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| "Seal your heart in a book. That way, nobody can hurt it." - R.O.D. TV
Oh, btw, xanga decided to be kind and let me in today. So let's just get things straight. This is the end of thebrightside. Xanga(or maybe it's streamyx >.>) hates me too much to let me continue blogging here. So, yeah.
cheers,
tim.
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| I tend to fall asleep whenever someone needs my help? : ( I'd like to attribute it to only having 3 hours of sleep the night before, but yeah, excuses'll get me nowhere. There are, after all, things you can control with willpower. I'm just a sad, sad spineless little boy : (
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| I had the weirdest dream/nightmare last night. I dreamt that I had injured a boy from an orphanage one day when I was driving >< Funniest thing of all, it even had a Malaysian setting lol! It kinda went like this. I was driving as usual, radio on, chilling out, enjoying myself, when suddenly I noticed something about the road ahead of me.... It was FULL of little kids sitting down on it. There was also a Ramly burger stall near the side of the road.... also almost on the road. So, I can only assume that.... They were having Ramly burger for lunch, and..... decided to sit on the road to eat for some reason >.> I was like OHMAIGAWDDDDD. So I tekan break la... Then all the little kids screamed and scattered. Most of them made it out of the way except this one poor fella who didn't react in time. His back was facing me. Maybe that's why.
So, yeah... Big nightmare. I didn't hit him full on, but I think I injured him >< For some reason, I didn't know what happened to him. It's a big blank in my memory now. You know, the kind that happens with dreams. You only remember bits and pieces, but yeah. I remember feeling this huge wave of guilt and I ended up visiting the orphange where he lived. Then I searched in every room there was, but to no avail. Then I risked asking some people in charge of the place, shaking in fear of the glares and looks of disdain I would get when they found out I was the one who was driving the car that day. And indeed, it was exactly what I got. I threw myself on the floor and begged them to let see him. And finally I managed to find out where the kid was after all. They showed me to him.
From a dark corner of the room, emerged a little kid, looking a little dirty, pale and worn-out. I... uh well, embraced him and started apologising for what I had done. But above all, I remember being so thankful that he suffered no major injuries. And then the dream ended.
I wonder if it means anything lol. For one, it was sure scary as hell T.T Anyways, yeah, just wanted to write down one of the few dreams I actually remember after I wake up.
Cheers ppl,
tim~
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| The truth is, everyone lies. So, there are times where you just wonder
where the truth is. Some things you think you know you don't. The
things you think you don't you do. People say things they don't mean,
and don't say the things they do. People regret the things they
couldn't do, but don't do them when they can. People judge others yet
fear the judgement of others upon them.
Clasp. I clasp my hands in prayer, praying for time.
Rawr. I am not emo. Imma just bored. Probably'll continue this sometime later and post it here if anyone's interested.
Cheers ppl,
tim~
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| 1. It starts when you know you have LAN class during the holidays. How much of a bummer is that?
2. The next worst thing happens when you're still suffering from jet-lag when coming back form London. Can you say, "I woke up at 3pm and was like omgwtfbbq I'M GONNA BE LAAAAAATE!"
3. What happens when you look out the window and find out it's raining?
4. Your mom calls and tells you your two silly dogs an out of the house for their own personal walk.
5. You search but can't find them, and finally in the car, you see them happily cantering by the roadside.
6. You get half soaked getting them back to the house.
7. Your car skids when turning a sharp corner and you hit a wall. Twice. (Stupid rain) I just thank god that no other car came round the corner for the whole time we were getting ourselves back together.
8. Your car bumper is scratching against your tire so you decide to stop by the side.
9. You see oil leaking out of your car so you have to stop.
10. Even your darn radio is spoilt. No music to lighten the mood.
11. You find that the venue of your LAN class changed. From Main Block to FRIGGIN WISMA HELP.
12. No buses running at 5pm to get to WH.
13. You decide to walk.
14. You take a wrong turn and get lost.
15. You recognise the place, but unfortunately you ended up right where you started.
16. You start on the right path.
17. 10 minutes later, it starts raining cats and dogs.
18. You run up and take shelter under a tree.
19. You decide to take an old umbrella which you spotted under the tree.
20. There's some stuff under it. GREAT.
21. After thinking for a bit, you take the umbrella, shift the stuff under the tree, and leave 10 bucks there.
22. You start walking, and meet the owner of the umbrella...... great...
23. You follow him back to the tree wondering what's gonna happen. (He was Indian and he doesn't speak English)
24. Thank God he just gave me another umbrella and took back the old one. He also returned my 10 bucks =/
25. You arrive in class at 5.30, soaking wet, with a PINK UMBRELLA and people start laughing >.>
26. The rain causes massive jam, and you're stuck at coll until 8.45pm waiting for you mom to come.
Can anyone say yay? : ) I know I can.
Cheers,
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